Needing Mom

I just found this site a couple of months ago so I am sharing a story that actually happened about a year ago. It's a bit unusual and I hope the readers won't judge me harshly.

My daughter Caroline was a freshman at a major university last September. She was so excited about attending and she is an excellent student. About a month after school started she came home for a visit over the week-end. I could tell almost immediately that things didn't seem quite right. She and I talked on Friday night while her dad was at work. We were both in our robes and TV was awful. It seemed like a good time to talk. I asked her what the problem was and I could see tears well up in her eyes. She said she didn't like some of her professors and she hated the food served in the cafeteria and that her room mates were loud and inconsiderate. I offered a few suggestions and she listened quietly and then I saw the tears. I had no idea what else to say or do so I just pulled her close to me and put my arm around her. I told her that she needed to give it time and that things would get better. I couldn't believe what happened next. I felt the front of my robe move and Caroline's head move and the next thing I know Caroline has one of my nipples in her mouth and is sucking like a baby. I didn't know what to do and the end result is I did nothing. Finally, she let go and looked up at me. She said, "you don't mind do you mommy?" I shook my head and she then put the other nipple to her mouth and suckled. The whole incident lasted about six or seven minutes and then she let go and closed the front of my robe. She then said "thank you" and headed upstairs for bed. I went up a few minutes later to check on her and she was sound asleep. Later that same night I went to bed and decided to masturbate. I thought about the incident throughout the next day and just couldn't figure out why she did what she did.

This Incident was not repeated until Caroline came home in April for Spring Break. Again, it was lots of complaining about life at college. The first Friday night that she was home she asked if she could please suck them. I told her just for a little while. She did and then she went to bed. I followed and then masturbated.

If this makes me a bad mother then I guess I'm a bad mother. I just don't see the harm here and she seems to feel better after sucking them. She didn't attempt anything else at all so this can't be just a sexual thing.