Keeping Sane

keeping sane

Im a married male in a sexless marrage, masterbation has kept me alive. Im a sexual person and please myself 3-4 times a day. Most of the time I do the hand and fist. When I realy feel I want to do something special I clear off the covers on the bed and set up a large mirror at the right angle to view myself ass , clean shaven balls , and my dick. I put a clean towel on the bed. Then go and get my baby oil and dildo. I strip naked then kneel by the bed and suck my dildo untill Im hard. I lie on the bed and put the baby oil on my hard dick and hands. Then I hold my shaft and play with my head. It really gets me going when I alternate rubbing around the underside of my head then pushing my dick towards my feet and rubbing my palm over my head. As i do this I start to shutter, its a great feeling , but I dont come. Thats the best part , I can keep that feeling going.

Eventualy I work myself into an uncontrolable frenzy and start to play with my ass hole, but never stop playing with my head. Soon the animal in me takes over and I grab my dildo,turn it on and ride it for all its worth. This is when I start pumping my dick. After I come I lie there for about 5-10 min.as happy as can be. If my wife only knew I have better sex with myself than her. This technique is something new I learned resently . Maybe I should explore more,