My First Summer Masturbating Part 2

That night in bed I kept thinking about jerking off. I wondered what really cumming was going to be like. I kept thinking about the circle jerk game. I was really focused on whether girls had circle jerks and if this girl I like, Doreen ever played in them.

My little penis grew into another boner.

I laid there softly rubbing my penis against the thin cloth of my pyjamas. I share my bedroom with my younger brothers and they are sound asleep. My parents were in the living room watching TV. In the small trailer it was easy to hear what everyone was doing. I kept my activity quiet. I was imagining Doreen naked with her lovely round boobs heating in the sun. I could picture her and her friends sitting like Indians in a circle.

They had their hand between their legs but I had no idea what they would do. My boner got bigger and I could feel the little drops of liquid slime the head of my dick.

I snuck out of bed and walked down the hallway to the bathroom. I pretended that I needed to pee but actually I needed to cum. I stood in front of the toilet. My pyjamas were down to my ankles. My boner was in my hand. My dick was hard as a rock. The head was red. I gripped it hard with my right hand. My fingers reached completely around the shaft. The skin was just loose enough to allow a small amount to fold back and forth over the head. I pumped my fist real fast like I had earlier. I could feel the sensation build. My knees wobbled and I held them against the toilet. My butt cheeks tightened and I reached that funny feeling again. Again a small amount of clear liquid exited my pee hole. There was no squirt, no white cum and no chance that I could show this off to anyone. Not hearing that some boys squirt several feet.

The school year ended that week and we boys didn't have a chance to talk about jerking off again. I eventually was able to cum and squirt. I couldn't wait until summer was over so I could show my friends how I do it. The more I played the more confident I was that when we do play circle jerk I have a chance of winning.

That summer I jerked off a lot, at least once per day, most days several times. Although I didn't see her often Doreen was my inspiration. I used her vision in my fantasies. I rode my bike to the dump and stole a couple of magazines from the paper shack. I would look at the bodies of the women in the magazines and imagine that it was Doreen's body. I hid them in my forts that I had built in the woods. I would sneak out there open my magazine and jerk off looking at a naked Doreen. How wonderful is the imagination of a boy going through puberty.

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