Mother's Dildo

I'm 28, bi and spent a week with my 51 year old Mom at her home when I was in between jobs. One day I wanted some lotion and knew she always kept some on or in her night stand. There was none on top so I opened the drawer and this is where my story starts.

There was a red silky bag with a tag sticking out of it and the tag read,'Kevin Dean realistic dong molded directly from his 11' cock.' I was stunned. My mother was masturbating with this huge dildo. I took it out of the bag and it looked so real. It even had a blue vein running through it. I could barely get my fingers around it.

I took it over to her bed and sat down. For some reason I just had this urge to suck on it. I knew she had used it and most likely came on it, but that didn't turn me off. In fact, it started to turn me on. I had not had sexual thoughts about her before other than occasionally wondering what she looked like naked.

I started to think some pretty taboo thoughts and tried not to, but holding this dildo and knowing it had been in her just got me horny. I started to picture her naked with a dark full bush which seemed appropriate for a woman in her fifties. I envisioned her on the bed with her legs open and that gave me a butterfly in my stomach.

I took the dildo into my mouth and sucked it. I got euphoric and knew I was sucking my mothers cum. For whatever reason, this drove me crazy. I was shocked at my thoughts and my emotions at this point. I knew no one would ever know and with that, I moved forward with my thoughts.

I pictured Mom on the bed with her legs open and plunging this dildo in and out. The more I thought about it the more my mind was going in a direction that was clearly taboo. Odd as it seemed, it was a turn on.

I took off my jeans and panties and laid back on her bed and grabbed the dildo with both hands. I was hot and I wanted to use it. As I was putting it in me, I had this thought flash through my mind. I saw Mom masturbating. Her thick dark bush open and her plunging that big dildo in. I began pumping it faster, I was incredibly hot. I wanted to actually watch her fuck herself. That turned into me masturbating for her. As I fucked myself I would talk out loud and say,' Watch me Mom. I'm masturbating with your dildo. Mom, I'm going to cum for you.'

It was by far my most powerful orgasm. I did it three more times that week while she was at work. Each night when we would have dinner or sit and talk, I couldn't stop picturing her masturbating, or wondering if she had that hairy bush I envisioned. I was remaining cool and calm, but then I had this thought. I thought I should be able to see or catch her naked. Just so I could find out.

I knew she would shower that night and I thought maybe I would walk into her room or something. She finished in the bath and I could hear her going to her room. I went down the hall and waited a minute. The door was a jar so I pushed it open slowly and she was standing there in her towel. She walked over to her dresser and I sat on the bed pretending to ask about a top I was missing.

I figured I wasn't going to get to see her and I was getting up. She turned around and dropped her towel. Oh my God, my mother is nude. I looked right at her bush. It was dark brown and full and her triangle was wide. I was shaking. I'm looking at my mothers cunt and her dildo is a few feet away from her night stand.

We made small talk and I never stopped staring at her. She got dressed and I went to my room. I began fingering myself realizing what had just happened. Now, I can't stop masturbating about my mother.

I'm at home now and desperately want to tell my best friend Sue what happened, but I can't. If I don't understand it, she won't understand. So time has now gone on and my taboo desires seem to increase. I have actually masturbated about licking Mom. Seeing her nude and being turned on by all that hair just got me thinking more about incest.

I have been back to her house a few times and I would use her dildo when she was at work. I saw her naked twice more. Each time I would picture myself laying in front of her licking up and down with these long licks and then really eating her. As much as I have fleeting moments of guilt, I have many hot thoughts about this. Strange to some bizzare to others perhaps, but it just evolved and it's not hurting anyone.

I've kept this to myself now for over a year. You, the reader, are the only ones that know.