What's Happening To Me?

I don't know why this is happening.

I am happily married. I get all the sex I could want and my husband and I are adventurous in every way. Yet, HE is there. The guy at work. The guy old enough to be my dad! I find myself flirting with him, touching his arm, playing silly, girly games. Anything to find an excuse to talk to him.

Today, for example, I had looked in his diary and knew he would be in the office. I wore a woollen dress and tights. NOTHING ELSE! From the moment I saw him I started to get wet. When we actually spoke, (I had tapped him on the shoulder and then hid behind some books.. how girly is THAT?) I was aching to just jump his bones there and then. My own diary is a fucking nightmare. Meetings all over the place, but I made an appointment to meet him to share some notes.

As soon as he left for his own meeting, I was in the toilet, dress up around my waist and I didn't even bother to take my tights off. I masturbated until I came in them. I feel like a total slut. The thing is this. When we meet on Friday, I am going to make a full on pass at him. I want his hand in my knickers and in my bra. I want him to frig me off and I want to jack him off in return. I just don't know why I want this man so much. Well, I have to go and make myself cum again right now.