Outside Masturbation

I live on a large farm in Missouri. When it snows I like to go outside and take off all my clothes and walk about two miles into the woods masturbating on and off just to the point of having an orgasm. When I reach a certain point I squirt my cum in the snow and force myself to eat the snow I just squirted cum into. Now I have to make my way back home naked and freezing, feeling very vulnerable and embarrassed. I always have a feeling that some people were watching me and taking pictures of me.

One time my sister caught me doing this and took some pictures of me naked out in the snow and said if I didn't pee in the snow and eat it she would show the pictures to her and my friends so I had to do as she ask. She hid my clothes and now I would have to try and make it into the house without anyone seeing me. That didn't happen. This masturbation story continues and in front of a lot of people. I can't believe what I got myself into.