It's All so Secret
When I started to explore my own body sexually, I think I found it all pretty yucky. I didn't have a good puberty and found that my body would let me down at the worst possible times. As for orgasms, they long remained something other people had. I had friends who could masturbate to orgasm in minutes, but, while I would get horny, I couldn't get myself off. Then, I noticed my Uncle had stopped giving me cuddles and I felt really rejected. I talked to mom about it and she told me it was because I was growing up and he thought it was inappropriate. (Great! My fucking body fucks it up for me again) Then I realised that, even though he didn't hug me any more, he certainly WAS checking me out from time to time.
I saw him looking at my small but very upstanding breasts, my ass and just generally checking. Then one day I decided to let him see up my skirt so I sat on the couch reading in a way that I knew if he looked my way he would see my panties. Even just waiting for him to see me got me very wet, but I didn't care. Eventually he looked at me and I actually saw his bulge in his pants. OMG it was so horny! My parents were out so, without looking up from my book I said 'So, you like my panties Uncle?' He stammered some kind of apology, but I told him I liked him looking and made him answer my question. He said I had grown up into a very attractive woman. (Hadn't thought of myself as a 'woman' before) Then there was some awkward silence before he said... 'Yeah, you look real good.'
I told him I missed our cuddles and asked if I could have one. He looked uncomfortable but told me I could. So I went over and sat on his lap. I could feel his hard on against my ass and wriggled until I was sitting on him facing away and his cock was right up against my panties. He had his arms around my tummy. I kept wriggling and I felt like I was gonna cum. I took one of his hands and put it up my t shirt and onto my breast. (I didn't wear a bra then) Then I felt his cock twitching and somehow, I just knew I had made him cum his load. That made me cum too and I let him know it with a lot of moans and the ocassional 'fuck... oh fuck'
A couple of days later, we were alone again and this time I got him to masturbate me properly and then I knelt in front of him and jacked him off. That's when I discovered something. I love sperm. I love its smell, its feel and its taste. I love it all over me, in me, anywhere. That day, my Uncle came full into my face, onto my hair and into my mouth and it was totally glorious.