What Is a Mom To Do

I am a 36 year old divorced mother of a 16 year old son. About six months ago I found out that my son is using my panties to masturbate with. I was cleaning his room one day and found a dirty pair of my panties under his mattress. They were filled with his dried cum. I felt that I should say something about his habit but, if you want to know the truth, I just did not have the nerve to approach him about such a delicate subject. After thinking about it for a few weeks I decided not to say anything about it but wondered what else he might be doing that I was unaware of.

I purchased one of those small video cameras that can record on a VCR. The camera looks like a smoke detector and transmits to a VCR in my bedroom. As I was making the purchase I was telling myself that what I was doing was wrong but I did it anyway. The first night I used the camera I lay in bed in my bedroom and watched my son jack off while smelling and licking a pair of my panties. I know I should not have but I got extremely turned on watching him stroke his hard cock. I found myself watching him every night as he plays with himself and gets off using a pair of my panties. Before the week was over, my door was locked and I was in bed totally naked doing the same thing to myself that he was doing to himself. I know it's not right but I can't seem to help myself.

This went on for about three months and then one night one of his school friends spent the night with him. I was surprised that both boys, after locking their bedroom door stripped naked and each lay in a separate bed as they both jacked off. That night was even more exciting. A few nights later the friend was over again and that night my son pulled two pairs of my panties out from under his bed and gave one to his friend. Watching both boys devour the odour and dried pussy juice in my panties turned me on like I have never been turned on before. I must have had a half dozen orgasms that night while watching them.

The next time his friend spent the night, his friend whom I will call John, pulled a pair of panties out of his pocket and gave to my son. My son took a pair of mine from under his bed and gave to John. I can only assume the pair of panties John had were some of him mom's, who happens to be a dear friend of mine.

I know what I am doing is totally wrong but I cannot stop doing it. I am getting too much sexual enjoyment from it. I have had more orgasms the last six months than I have had the past six years. I come home from work and find myself looking forward to the time when I can go to my room and lock the door and strip naked and get in bed with my trusty dildo.