A Black Woman's Masturbation History

I have been coming to this site for quite some time now. I've finally decided to contribute since there was a question about whether or not African America women masturbate. I have been masturbating conscientiously since I was about 11 or 12 years old. However, I do remember rubbing my pussy as early as 4 or 5 years old. For some reason, I used to get under the bed and just hump my hand. I don't remember if I put my hands in my panties or not. I got caught doing it by my mother and she told me to stop.

I didn't play with myself again until after a trip to the library in 6th grade. I checked out a book about puberty and it had a section on masturbation in it. I remember getting very excited while reading that part. I showed it to my best friend but she didn't seem as interested in it as I was so I never brought it up again.

The first time I conscientiously masturbated was shortly after reading that book. I waited until I went to bed and just stuck my hand in my panties. I rubbed my hairless mound right above my slit. It felt good so I kept it up until my wetness reached my fingers. I then stopped because I didn't know what that was and the book didn't mention anything about getting wet.

I waited quite a few weeks before I tried playing w/ my pussy again. I started the 2nd time just like the 1st. I just stuck my hand in my panties and rubbed the mound except this time I let my index and middle fingers slip down between my pussy lips. This time when I felt the wetness, I didn't stop. I realized that it actually felt better when I was wet. I liked the way my juicy pussy felt both to the touch and the feelings touching myself there created. I didn't come that time but I, of course, tried it again.

I don't know why but I always felt kind of guilty after my pussy play. Perhaps because of my mother telling me not to do it when I was little. She wasn't harsh about it. She just told me to stop 'playing with myself'. Thankfully, I didn't listen. (To be continued)