Feels Great

This is a great site. I try to read the stories daily and I think it gives great insight into our sexuality. I have always wondered if other people masturbate. Now I know they do and they enjoy it as much as I do. I am still a closet masturbator, only my wife and this site knows as I feel this is very private.

I enjoy both sex and masturbation. My wife needs sex once or twice a week and I need sex about four times a week, so when we don't have sex I masturbate. She is fine with our arrangement as she occasionally masturbates. I still have not caught her masturbating in private and I would totally love to. My cock would go from zero to ninety in two seconds. I still get erect very quickly when I am stimulated even in my late forties.

I like to get naked, check my body out, fantasize that women I know are checking me out while I touch myself. They want me to keep touching myself and they are getting wet. It really turns me on to know that a woman is getting hot just watching me masturbate. Sometimes I'll stay on my feet, sometimes I lie on my back. It feels so good! I keep stroking my erection at different speeds and hand pressure and I bring myself to the edge where I'm about to ejaculate and then I'll slow down or release my hand so I don't orgasm, yet. I may pleasure myself this way for 5-10 minutes. By that time, I am fantasizing my wife giving me a hand job or oral sex and I can't take it anymore. I explode out of my hands and as I shoot semen from my penis I have the best contractions that feels so good and for that split second I lose all control, I am very vulnerable, I feel so sexual like I would say yes to anything sexual. Then that feeling is gone and I feel like I have released all the weight in the world. It feels so great!

I am heading off to work out, wonder who the girls are there that masturbate and even more so hope they fantasize of me when they are doing it.