Masturbation and Cum Addiction

I am still masturbating after all these years.

Like many other young guys for many years I tried to suck my own penis but couldn't do it.

One day while failing to suck it I got the urge to cum in my mouth. At the last second I pointed it away from my lips but the desire always came back. I would taste my precum and that would prompt me to try again. Eventually I manged to get a load down my throat and it was tasty.

Over time the urge to point away disappeared and on occasion I would shoot straight in or lick it off my hand.

After several years of that I have become addicted to my cum. For the last few years I masturbate only if I have the privacy to eat my cum. Just thinking about it gets me worked up.

Unfortunately my wife thinks cum is gross so I can't share this fun with her. I would love to eat her out after I put a load in her but I doubt that would go well with her.