In the Begining

I'm not too sure what grade I was in, but it was probably seventh or eighth grade, so at the time I was probably 12 years old. I felt a little sick that day so I begged and pleaded with my parents to stay home from school that day, they gave in and I stayed home. So now that I was home alone all day I'd have to find something to do. I called my dad at work to ask him if I could order a movie on Pay Per View. I order a movie called Dinosaur Island which I thought was a real dinosaur movie. Was I waaay wrong. It turned out to be one of those soft core porn movies, no penetration just simulated sex, but they still showed tits and pussy. So it was a pretty nice surprise. I taped the movie. So after watching the movie, I was so horny, and hard I had no idea what to do. So I decided to take a shower. My old shower was a tub with a shower head so I would lay down and let the water shower down on me. So with this incredible hard on I started rubbing it with my hand, just up and down the back side of my cock, finding out that near the top felt really good. So I would rub it and rub it with my hand, then I used the soft part of my fore arm.

At the time it felt really good, I just kept rubbing and rubbing my hand on my cock. Until I got to the point where I was about to cum. The sensation was something totally new. I didn't know if I was about to piss on myself or what. So I jumped out of the shower and went near the toilet, and nothing came out. But it felt amazing. So in reality I came, but I just didn't shoot any cum. I ended up watching the tape again, this time knowing what I could do, I watch the tape fast forwarded the boring parts and played with my cock. For the most part this is how I would get myself off. Then I remember a year or so later, it was actually New Years eve, and I saw a movie that showed a lot of nudity with tits and pussy. I went in my room to watch it, and started to get myself off, except this time when I came, I shot my first load on my stomach and chest. I had no idea again what was going on, I knew it wasn't pee, but I do remember hearing something about it in health class. I looked all over to see if any went on my bed so my mom wouldn't find anything. After I cleaned up, I went to sleep and started the year off about as good as I could then. After that it's all down hill. and gets a lot more interesting. if I get some good response from this I might write more.

ciao for now