Zero outside Influence for First Time

So many readers have a fetish for more memories about their first time at any kind of sex, so they look for the memories of others as so many details are the same from person to person.

When I was 11, taking a shower, I noticed that my penis was growing faster than I wanted. I had heard that massage helped in weight loss. So I massaged it with no expectation of anything like a climax. When it got hard and sensory, I knew that something else was going on and I could not stop. When white cum and associated feelings overwhelmed me, I instantly knew how babies' growth gets started. I had heard of 'jacking off' but knew zero about it, nor did I care until after that first session. My ears were pointed about the sex subject since that first time over 61 years ago. After reading Solo Touch, I now know that earlier cum would have been clear. Now I'm wondering about the fullness of the climax sensations when it's clear. I see porn cum shots that are clear and wondered why there's is clear and most are white.