Masturbation Is Ultimate Self Love

I can't control my orgasm during intercourse as I can during masturbation. 'Edging' is so intense that I have come to realize they are moments of the most exquisite self love. I guess that's why she likes to watch. 'You're holding off, aren't you. I can tell.' Meanwhile, she can bring herself to orgasm several times, totally absorbed in her sexual feelings. When she reaches a lull she simply sits back and, while continuing to caress herself gently, she tells me she wants to see me cum. That's the moment I'd been waiting for. I openly display my most powerful sexual moments, realizing she is studying every move, every sound, I make. When cumming I often look her in the eye and tell her how much I love my cock-and love her to watch me when I make love to myself.