Young and Naive

I was raised in a very strict Catholic household. I am the youngest of seven, four brothers and two sisters. My brother and I were the only kids left living at home. Jake is 15 months older than me. Sex was never mentioned for any reason in the home. My brother and I went to Catholic (coed) school in Orange County CA.

Of course by the time I was 14 I was interested in boys and had thoughts of wanting to learn more about boys and sex. Believe me when I tell you that the girls in my class not only talked about boys, masturbation, erections etc., but some even talked about giving hand and blow jobs. I think my parents thought Catholic school kept the students in 100% pure thoughts.

A few girls talked about masturbating themselves, how they did it, and their awesome orgasms. Other girls in my class would talk about things they did with guys on the weekend. Listening to them really turned me on but I was shy and would just listen to them tell of their experiences.

I was 14 (almost 15) and never masturbated. Of course I touched myself 'down there' quite a few times while bathing (yes, it felt great) but because of my strict parents and Catholic school I was told any sex before marriage was a sin. The thing is after listening to my girlfriends talk about masturbating, guys hard penises and actually having real sex I felt that masturbating and thoughts of having sex wasn't so wrong.

I was so surprised when I asked my parents if I could go to a sleep over and they agreed to let me go. I guess they felt because they knew the parents and all the girls at the sleepover were classmates. What they didn't know was that there were the girls that were experienced in sex in one form or another.

We had a lot of fun even though the parents were there all the time. Around 12:30 am we got in sleeping bags and slept on the family room floor. The parents went upstairs to bed. Around 1:15 the girl that had the sleep over woke the four of us up and said to be very quiet and follow her upstairs. I will never forget what Melinda wanted us to see. We went into the hallway and stood in front of the bedroom door which was open about three inches. What we saw was Melinda's parents making love. We were very quiet as each of us were just mesmerized. We stood there for about 5 minutes. Of course it was a real turn on for me because I never saw a man's erection before and actually watched people making love. We quietly snuck back downstairs and everyone of us just looked at each other and laughed and got in their sleeping bags. It was very warm in the room so I decided to lay in top of my sleeping bag.

I couldn't get to sleep as I kept on thinking what I had just seen. I was turned on watching but was to shy to talk about it and was scared to touch myself because of making noise. It wasn't long when I could hear each girl moan and even though it was dark in the room I could see movements in the sleeping bags. I eventually fell asleep. Around two and a half hours later I woke up and Melinda was laying next to me. She was awake and when she noticed I was awake she just smiled and said it's time to start enjoying yourself. She then put her left hand down my pj bottoms and stuck her finger in my pussy. I didn't know what to say and it felt so darn good. Melinda whispered for me to pull up my top. I did and she kissed my, not so big, tits. What she was doing to me was the best feeling I ever experienced in my life and knew there and then that I would be masturbating the rest of my life. I didn't have an orgasm that night but after that night Melinda gave me many pointers on sex. Some were just verbalized and many were one on one experiences. We never did watch her parents make love again. I could hardly look the parents in the eyes when I saw them.

By the time I was fifteen and a half I was masturbating a dozen times a week and orgasmed every time. On my sixteenth birthday I gave a guy a hand job but didn't have intercourse until I was a a senior in college.

This all started close to 18 years ago when I was fourteen. I'm now almost 33, married with three children. My husband and I have sex a minimum of four times a week. Yes, I masturbate nearly every day.