Learning To Masterbate

I can't recall how old I was at the time, possibly 11 or 12, but I was visiting my 14-year-old cousin one day and he said he was going to the bathroom to jack off. I had no idea what he meant by that so he said he would show me. So we went to the bathroom and he proceeded to play with his cock until it was hard and then he started running his hand up and down the shaft. I was fascinated with watching him. He told me if he kept doing it he would shoot white stuff out of the end and that it was called cum. I didn't believe him so he said he would show me. Sure enough he let out a moan and white cum started shooting from his cock.

I couldn't wait to try it. I had to sleep in the same room with my older sister but in a different bed, so that night after we were both in the bed I lay there and played with my cock. By the time I thought she was asleep I was hard as a rock. I began jacking off under the sheet. A few minutes later I felt the most wonderful feeling I had ever felt, but nothing came out of my cock. But it stayed hard. So I jacked off again. The second time it felt just as good but still no cum. For the next several weeks I jacked off so much that I rubbed a blister on my cock. By not cumming I could do it over and over.

I was talking to my cousin one day and he asked me if I had jacked off and I told him I had. I told him that I didn't shoot off like he did and he assured me that I would as I matured. He said he liked to smell his mom's panties when he was jacking off. He didn't explain why he did that so I decided to take a sniff of my sister's panties. As soon as I smelled the crotch of her panties my cock got hard. Needless to say I spent the next several months smelling my sister's panties and jacking off. A few weeks later I shot my first load of cum. It felt even better but the down side was that I couldn't jack off as much once I started shooting cum.

That summer my mom took me and my sister to visit her sister. We spent two weeks with them. My aunt had two daughters. One of my cousins was the same age as me and the other was was two years younger. The first day there I found a pair of their dirty panties and jacked off with them. I tried to put a move on the cousin that was my age by feeling between her legs but she put a stop to that quickly, saying that it wasn't nice to do things like that. But to my surprise my younger cousin let me feel between her legs and even stick my hand under her skirt and play with her pussy through her panties. One day I asked her if she would show me her pussy if I showed her my cock and she agreed. I unzipped and pulled it out. She got up and took her panties off. We sat on the floor and I jacked off for her while she sat there with her legs spread. I wanted to show her that I could shoot off and looking at her hairless pussy helped me do it quickly.

I am 65 years old now, married to the same woman for over 40 years and we have had and still have a very active sex life. I will admit that my wife does not have the urges that she once had and neither do I but I still manage to cum about 3 or 4 times a week. We have sex about once a week and I jack off the other times.

Masturbation is just a satisfying to me as sex with a woman. Sometimes my wife and I will masturbate together or masturbate each other. I still shoot cum but not as much as I used to. And I still love to sniff a pair of dirty panties. My wife has a niece who is really hot and has the best smelling panties I have ever smelled. I have a key to her house so I always have access to her panties. The best part is she knows that I sniff her panties and jack off in them. She says it is so hot knowing that I can get turned on by her panties. Nothing has ever happened between us and never will but she likes the idea of me using her panties to jack off with. I counted up one day and I have jacked off with panties from approximately 100 different women over the past 53 years. My wife knows of my fetish for panties but only her's. She does not know about me using other women's panties. As soon as I finish this I am going to take a pair of my wife's soiled panties and jack off while I smell and lick the crotch and when I get ready to cum I will hold the crotch of her panties over the head of my cock and fill the crotch full of cum.