Clean and Dirty

I guess like most girls, I grew up young and had already started my period when I was 10. I am tall for my age and I have small A breasts and a tummy piercing. (I told them I was 18)

My parents are like REAL strict on religion. Just about everything is a sin to them. Even when I had my first period, my mom called it 'The sin of Eve'. I was taught how to deal with periods, but absolutely nothing else.

So, this particular night I was worried because I had noticed that my panties were usually quite damp at the end of the day, and were often stained and smelled musky. I also felt that my clit was very hard, but I was scared to touch it becuase of what mom had told me.

One day last week, I was getting ready for a bath and had stripped down to my bra and panties. I knew I was very wet and I thought I would dry myself on my panties before getting in the bath. I had pressed the material between my legs and suddenly, like right out of nowhere I felt the urge to pee. Of course, I clamped it out right away. Still, I couldn't help pressing down there because it felt so good. Again, after only a few seconds, I felt that urge again. It was like wanting to pee, but also like, I dunno, something was about to happen. (I better say here, that the only thing I knew about orgasms were what friends at school had said, and I thought they were boasting or lying.) Because I really thought I would pee, I stood in the bath and this time, I made up my mind that I would relax and see. Well, again I pushed my panties into my sex. (Hmm I really want to use bad words....what the hell, I'll just say it as I felt it) I could feel the material rough against my clit and I just wanted to stand with my legs open and my knees bent a little. Even just standing like that was so hot so I let myself squat a little further. (I'm finding this hard to write, it's exciting me) I got that feeling almost immediately. This time, however, I just closed my eyes and let go. I tell ya, it was like getting hit by a train. I just exploded with pleasure. Wave after wave. I lost control and peed right there right through my panties and into the bath. When I came down, I was like standing there, soaked, pee running down my leg and my pussy still gripping.

The nest day at school, I told my best friend. She put her arms round me and hugged me and said that I had cummed. Then, she went kinda quiet and asked me if I liked the peeing part. I told her that at that particular time, I would have found anything sexy. I also said that I didn't want it to happen every time I cummed. She said that it had happened to her too, but only once, her first time. Then, she said that sometimes, she likes to pee in her panties on purpose. Like when she wants to feel dirty.

I felt like I had really growed up and had joined a special club. Emma and I have discussed our masterbation a lot and we have even masterbated in front of each other. Emma wants to watch me pee my panties. I dont think I am gay or anything, but I think Emma and I are gonna do something to each other soon.

Well, thanks for reading. This has turned me on so much I want to go and play now. My parents would go mad if they knew what I do!

I would be interested to know if other girls have experimented with peeing or maybe it happened by accident and they liked it? let me know.

Happy Jilling.