Masterbation in Front of Others

I went back to college at 30 and lived in an off campus apt. that had 90% girls.I got to be friends with a half dozen or so and had normal sex with some. There was a lot of partying and such and we talked about sex etc. One girl

I knew well said she wondered about men masterbating.we were talking about guys getting erections and she asked if I ever got one and did I jerk it off. It was really exciting to talk to her about playing with myself. Finally she said if I took it out and let her watch she would'nt

tell anyone. I was so excited. I took off all my clothes and put my legs over the arms of the chair. It was so intense I was shaking.She asked if it helped knowing she was watching.I squirted sperm right there in front of her she just kind of laughted and got me a wet cloth.It was so personal and humiliating to sit in front of her while she watched me wipe the sperm off of myself.I was hooked on letting girls see me.Over the next three years She got a dozen people to watch me including her sister.She even videoed me and I get excited knowing she shows films of me humiliating myself to her friends.I was told that she and her sister showed the tapes to everyone at a party for one of her sisters friends.I love to let people see me do something so personal and embarassing.Over the past 20 years I have don it in front of college girls housewives and several older women who were family friends of the girls that watched. AsI said I have shot my sperm in front of family friends and four of my friends wives.I have accepted that I enjoy the shame and humiliation in front of girls and have a lot of stories over 20 years.