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No Erections Necessary

I first masturbated in a bathtub when I was four years old. I opened and closed the tip of my penis with my foreskin, and it produced a pleasurable feeling that I didn't understand. I did this without an erection, but sometimes got erections in the middle of doing it and actually found them annoying and would stop and wait for it to go away before resuming masturbating.

I did this secret activity always in the bathtub when I was little, but eventually started to slip my hand inside my underwear and do the same thing with my penis when I was supposed to be sleeping in my bedroom.

When I was in junior high, I began to get ejaculations at the conclusion of each session. I didn't know what they were, but learned later on in life what it was. I still find the 'mess' these ejaculations cause annoying.

To me, I didn't know what erections were. I remember getting them frequently when I was little for no reason at all, and I hated them. They created a bulge that could be seen in my pants, and they were so uncomfortable. I got more and more of them as I got older. Usually they left after a few minutes since I never touched anything when I had them.

I finally learned what an erection was when I was in grade nine. It came up in a family life class, and then I realized every male gets them.

When I was in grade ten, I finally learned what masturbation was, and that my secret activity rubbing and playing with the foreskin of my penis was a form of it. I also learned that most boys have erections when masturbating, but I thought, 'I never do, I always do it soft.'

I tried to masturbate with an erection, but it was harder to stretch the foreskin over the head of my penis, at least it took effort to do, and I couldn't do it quickly.

So to this day I still masturbate with a soft penis, it does the job for me. It might be unusual to do so, but I enjoy it.


Posted on: 2005-10-20 00:00:00 | Author: