Anal Play

When I have a shower, I take a cucumber, cut a hole one end, and put it over the plunger handle. Then I stick the plunger to the wall under the bathtub faucet, low enough so I can lie on my back and still penetrate my anus. Then I lube up the cucumber and my asshole, and lie on my back, and slide down onto the cucumber slowly so I can adjust to the size. I put my feet up on the edge of the tub touching the wall so I thrust it in and out without using my hands. Then I lube my hand and jack off, but I hold my hand still so the when I thrust the cucumber in my ass, it also makes my dick go through my closed fist, so it's like screwing someone and being screwed at the same time.