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Voyeur Boyfriend

It was a few years ago that I first discovered that I have an erotic fascination with guys jerking off, not just any old guy but in particular the boyfriend who I am seeing at the time.

It all started when I asked my then boyfriend, who I will call Dean, to tell me a 'naughty' story while he plays with my clit. I asked him to tell me a story about him jerking off, preferably a true story, and while still stroking my clit he said to me something like this 'well actually, the other day I was looking out the window and saw this nice looking teenage brunette in the carpark next to the flat......' and he acted as though I was going to slap him one but no, it really surprised me as it sent a jolt of erotic pleasure through my clit, as I heard what he was saying. I told him to carry on, and he continued with the story, that while watching her through a small gap in the curtains, he started by rubbing his dick through his pants, but soon enough had his pants down by his ankles, eyeing her rounded tits, her long hair and her form, as he stroked himself up and down, up and down, to orgasm, with her being totally unaware. This was enough to send me into a shuddering orgasm while he was fingering my clit, and I realised from then on that it was a total turn on for me to imagine my boyfriend jerking off to someone else.

It did and still does surprise me that instead of being jealous I find it a complete turn on to imagine him masturbating while looking at someone else (or watching porn). The saying 'there's a fine line between pleasure and pain' comes to mind.

If anybody has any helpful comments or explanations or something they want to say about this it would be much appreciated, especially if there is a woman out there who has felt the same way. In reality I'd be hurt and jealous if my guy wanted another girl but in the realm of fantasy I find it extremely erotic? I find this intriguing and puzzling at the same time.

This story that he told me was the first of many true stories that my boyfriend of the time went on to tell me, of episodes where he had jerked off while looking at another female, even episodes that happened while we were seeing each other, all the while he was fingering my clit to orgasm.

Even though it's now several years later and I am not seeing him anymore, if I'm ever stuck for some surefire 'fantasy' to aid me to solo orgasm, all I have to do is recall one of his stories, of which there are several. If there is enough interest out there in this posting I shall be tempted to share the other true stories, including one where he came in his pants in a public but secluded place while being a voyeur.


Posted on: 2005-04-26 00:00:00 | Author: