Innocence Is A Thing Of The Past

I'm nineteen and I'm a sophomore. I'm generally a very quiet person, but sex is a fun topic my friends generally talk about. From them I've heard how young they were when they first started and general experiences they've had. I, being a private person never really mentioned any of what I do. Naturally we all need an outlet. I thought I'd share with you how I became sexually aware.

I was a loner in high school and I spent most of my time on the computer talking to friends in chats. When I was about 15 or so I stumbled onto a chat where people had cyber sex. I was fascinated so I quietly watched and got all tingly. I didn't know what it meant, but it felt good. So occasionally I would go there and ether watch or cyber anonymously when I was horny. All I ever felt was this tingly-pulsing feeling. I felt really guilty about these sessions and rarely did it. I didn't want to spoil myself for any guy I eventually found.

One day I was looking around for drawings. I have a thing for animated porn. Usually it's animal people. I would find gay pictures and lez pictures, but the ones I really like are the ones where a guy is doing the girl. Anyway I was looking through a pretty good archive and I started rubbing myself through my jeans. It felt really good and after a while I felt a tightening and pulling sensation that just seemed to build up. I closed my eyes and focused on myself and I seemed to break into throbs of heat and then finally it subsided. That was the first orgasm I had. I felt very ashamed of myself after that. Since then I've grown to accept this as a good healthy thing. It took me till I met my boyfriend till I actually felt comfortable with myself enough to masturbate with my clothes off.

I hope this has helped you get going, as other stories have helped me.