All by Myself

I am married and have an awful sex life. I go to the gym regularly and cycle as much as I can. I like to think I am pretty good shape. I am 5'10', 150 pounds and wear a 36A bra. My husband seems to have just lost interest in sex.

I however have not. Almost every day I wait until he has gone and masturbate in bed or in the shower with the shower massage (usually just after shaving). I love masturbating and talk to my friends about it. They all say they do (some are married and some are not). We will sometimes say to each other things like 'I was just batting my bug' when you called.

I frequently fantasize about the friend of my husband who I saw naked years ago when we all went skinny dipping (I sometimes wonder how often he masturbates). God, I would love to see it and I would love for him to see me doing it!

Anyway, thanks for letting me talk-I have to go rub myself off!