Why I Masturbate

I have been enjoying myself for well over 45 years and I'm not planning on stopping . I really do appreciate this forum that has given me an outlet to relate my experiences and techniques .As I said I have been masturbating well over 45 years I love the way my body feels as I am masturbating. That anticipation that I feel as I slowly rush to my ejaculation I know others have felt. Early in my life I was taught that it was wrong and I felt so much guilt even though I couldn't resist the pleasure of how my cock felt being fondled by myself but then I grew up and became aware of the fact that this was normal and I began to enjoy the feeling. even though I do have regular sex nothing can replace the intense feeling that I get from self stimulation. Even as I write this I'm slowly masturbating, bringing my orgasm to the edge then backing off. I crave the centered feeling that masturbation brings, it's so focused.

I have used so many different techniques to masturbate to, from my hand to a Barbie doll ,from slow water to a very soft brush and I have shot my sperm in and on a multitude of objects from pictures to pantyhose ,on my body and in my mouth. I can't begin to describe the feeling I'm going through right now as I write this. My cock is throbbing in my hand and my pre cum is squirting out. I really don't mind talking about this, in fact this is rather stimulating and I hope you all don't mind me rambling on. I am so in the mood right now to ejaculate my sperm so I will close this story. I do know that there are others like me that really do enjoy masturbation and I hope reading this will get you all in the mood to cum also.