Masturbating in Front of Wife

Before I met my wife I was a virgin and always had fantasies of masturbating while a women watched me. Several times I thought about making it come true but never made it happen.

I actually e-mailed a woman who had an online ad and even called her once, but didn't get anything set up. She was busy and told me to call her back, but I never did. I didn't want to have sex, but just wanted someone to watch me and see me naked. I fantasized about her catching me in the act of humping a pillow or stroking.

Since I have been married I have had some awesome sex and prefer it to masturbating, but I still enjoy masturbating sometimes. I have masturbated in front of my wife before. I would like to get her to masturbate in front of me sometimes, but have not got her to do it yet. I have gotten her to touch herself a couple of times and play a little, but never to orgasm.

I think tonight I am going to start masturbating while sitting on the couch. I don't want her to do anything, but sit next to me fully clothed while I am naked and pleasing my self.